I had Missy, my first pug, cremated and she sits on my bedroom bureau in a beautiful box and every night I look at it. I wish I could say you will get over it, but that will never happen. Part of my heart went with Missy. I have another pug, Audrey. Although she is not Missy I love her dearly. I wish you the best, it is hard to go through. I know just like you that they are out of pain, and living their life at the bridge happy, just waiting for you.